Better every day

I hate writing these posts that’re about nothing but the condition and events of my life. I would much rather write about my studies and ponderings, the whisperings of the Spirit, or something else with some mental or spiritual sustenance to it, and I will get back to that eventually. In the meantime, for those who have asked, I wanted to let everyone know that I am doing a little better every day. I am actually unmedicated today, completely–not even Tylenol, for the first time in weeks, and I am certainly holding my own. I’d say that my physical state can officially be downgraded from ‘pain’ to ‘discomfort,’ and that’s some seriuos progress.
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What happens on the dark side of the moon

I was asking my husband yesterday when he thought that this whole experience would finally wind down, make peace with itself, and find a little shoebox on the shelf of my brain to quietly live in and let me get on–like the time when my mother abandoned my family, or that awful time years ago when I’d turned myself and my life inside out for a fiance who ended up sleeping with some girl from work and dumping me. Yeah, that shelf.
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